follow your soul

beauty through broken glass / Thursday, May 24, 2012 at 8:38 PM

i think i know what i want to do with my life. but the paths leading there, everything is just so blurry. i'm scared of the risk. i'm scared of this future. will there be any future for me at all if i chose to take this? i thought a lot about it. i don't think i am compatible with doing office works. the thing is i get easily bored and demotivated, and i feel like this kind of job doesn't suit me well. i need to do something that requires my brain to think, something that needs my creativity. i'm thinking of taking journalism, but my english is not that good. and then there's family, financial and educational backgrounds. maybe i can write books. maybe i can direct something. maybe i can get involved in cinematography, or screenwriting. as you might already noticed, these are the things that do not promise a good future and stability here in Brunei. maybe i will end up doing something i don't like anyway. it's not always about me, is it? we can't always choose, i guess. it's a matter of being happy or being a responsible person.

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