fiction, fictionnnnnn / Wednesday, September 12, 2012 at 12:17 AM
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it's just gonna be another useless post. it's 12.20AM as i'm writing this and i honestly have nothing better to do (and my insomnia is nothing new), so it's either rambling on stupid stuff or dwelling in my emo thoughts lol. but yeah.
i have come to realize that during my 3+ years being in 2PM fandom, i have met and made quite a lot of acquaintances/friends. it's strange, to meet a group of people with the same interest as yours, how well you go along with each other, how easy it is to get attached. but it's pleasantly intriguing at most. never thought i would make so much friends from all over the world and it's nice that we share the same interests so i can talk and discuss about stuff with them. i think it's sad that none of them live in the same country as i do though. haha. and even if i met some of them from here, doubt that i can get that close with them anyway. ya know Bruneians, that's how we roll. one does not simply get along well without secretly having prejudice thoughts about each other. hihi.
i think what i'm trying to say is that, i'm just glad with having all these people around me in my life. be it far away or near, i appreciate them the same. there has to be a reason why they're in my life and whatever it is, i'll make sure to treasure each and one of them carefully. i love my family and they play an important part in my life, but i love my friends too. my friends are my strength but i'm so bad at expressing my feelings haha so i never really know how to show them this.
so anyway, i have made a lot and lot of plans *__* i'm just......not sure where to start. haha. planning is fun, but the hardest part is on how to make it happen. mmmmmmm.
i'm just glad i warned people that this was gonna be a useless post. haha. see how random and disjointed everything is. to make things more random, my skin is really bad u_u but did you know that one of the few people i made through 2PM fandom is a beauty/skin specialist? haha yeah i think i can get free advice/consultation once in a while. lalalala. actually all of my HOTTEST friends are awesome people....most of them major in medical and i'm just....HOW THA FUQ YOU GET INTO 2PM MANG. so nice though, they have money for 2PM ;__;
i wanna cut my hair.................................but at the same time i can foresee me mourning and wanting my old haircut if i do decide to get my hair cut. oh pleaseeeee. i wanna bleach and dye my hair too but i'm too much of a coward for that one. haha (i heard bleaching your hair stings le gasp i can't take pain no no)
and uhh. found like a bunch of dad's old buttons-up shirts sdhasdk gahhh *___* mix and match will be a lot more fun next time. dundundun.
Labels: friends, ramblings, random
fiction, fictionnnnnn / Wednesday, September 12, 2012 at 12:17 AM
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it's just gonna be another useless post. it's 12.20AM as i'm writing this and i honestly have nothing better to do (and my insomnia is nothing new), so it's either rambling on stupid stuff or dwelling in my emo thoughts lol. but yeah.
i have come to realize that during my 3+ years being in 2PM fandom, i have met and made quite a lot of acquaintances/friends. it's strange, to meet a group of people with the same interest as yours, how well you go along with each other, how easy it is to get attached. but it's pleasantly intriguing at most. never thought i would make so much friends from all over the world and it's nice that we share the same interests so i can talk and discuss about stuff with them. i think it's sad that none of them live in the same country as i do though. haha. and even if i met some of them from here, doubt that i can get that close with them anyway. ya know Bruneians, that's how we roll. one does not simply get along well without secretly having prejudice thoughts about each other. hihi.
i think what i'm trying to say is that, i'm just glad with having all these people around me in my life. be it far away or near, i appreciate them the same. there has to be a reason why they're in my life and whatever it is, i'll make sure to treasure each and one of them carefully. i love my family and they play an important part in my life, but i love my friends too. my friends are my strength but i'm so bad at expressing my feelings haha so i never really know how to show them this.
so anyway, i have made a lot and lot of plans *__* i'm just......not sure where to start. haha. planning is fun, but the hardest part is on how to make it happen. mmmmmmm.
i'm just glad i warned people that this was gonna be a useless post. haha. see how random and disjointed everything is. to make things more random, my skin is really bad u_u but did you know that one of the few people i made through 2PM fandom is a beauty/skin specialist? haha yeah i think i can get free advice/consultation once in a while. lalalala. actually all of my HOTTEST friends are awesome people....most of them major in medical and i'm just....HOW THA FUQ YOU GET INTO 2PM MANG. so nice though, they have money for 2PM ;__;
i wanna cut my hair.................................but at the same time i can foresee me mourning and wanting my old haircut if i do decide to get my hair cut. oh pleaseeeee. i wanna bleach and dye my hair too but i'm too much of a coward for that one. haha (i heard bleaching your hair stings le gasp i can't take pain no no)
and uhh. found like a bunch of dad's old buttons-up shirts sdhasdk gahhh *___* mix and match will be a lot more fun next time. dundundun.
Labels: friends, ramblings, random