Jumping yeah jumping yeah everybody~~ / Friday, November 8, 2013 at 6:53 PM
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we only said goodbye with words, i died a hundred times. / Tuesday, October 1, 2013 at 11:13 PM
add comment? (0) rereading my old posts, i realized everything sounded so depressing. hahah. and damn, my last post was in August and now it's already October. time, please slow down a little!
blogging feels kinda useless now when there's nothing worthy to blog about?? especially when everything is so short and can be tweeted instead. haha. but tweeting about your personal life/thoughts too often is kinda attention seeking hahahakajladhad.
i wanna write more but...let's make this post less heavy/dark/depressing for once \o/
i wanna move my blog to livejournal but i don't know.
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let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain / Saturday, March 23, 2013 at 10:25 PM
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okay honestly, randomly stumbled upon lana del rey's songs on soundcloud so i decided to check her out on youtube and god was it one of the best decisions i've made in such a long time. haha. i didn't think i would like her songs, they're actually quite bizarre. well, okay not really. but they're just so...hmm... quiet and calm but almost, ALMOST like they're silently killing you at the same time. haha does that make any sense? i don't know. maybe it doesn't. but yeah. clicked at most of her songs and i really like what i hear ;__; i think i'm in love with her album XD ah well.
heard it's earth hour today but i'm not sure O__o and there's an earth hour event to be held here in kb next week and ka umi actually invited us to join but it's $20 per registration?? i don't know if it's really worth it so i declined XD maybe next year.
wanna watch movies but hmm :(
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distant memories.
tomorrow, will everything and everyone still be the same, or will it be another passing dream?Labels: hate my life, random, thoughts
pretend you want this, don't react / Thursday, October 18, 2012 at 11:57 AM
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this is the part where i realize it takes a whole lot of time and dedication to maintain a blog. haha. but when there's nothing worthy to be blogged about, what's the point of updating :| all the entries will be less than 1000 words anyway (not that there's a fixed word count you should meet to blog, but still)
so anyway, a few weeks ago, my cousin told me about this job fair that was going to be held at Bridex and offered to bring me there (sobsob supportive and helpful cousin. I THANK YOU DEARLY). we went on the last day i think, it was a Saturday. i tagged along with Pali to Bandar and met ka Umi at JP and the two of us went to Bridex together 8D it said the event usually starts around 2 but we went there around 1.30PM or something and when we arrived there, the place was already filled with quite a few numbers of people. but nasib jua lah ah datang awal, parking lot masih banyak kosong. HONESTLY it was my first time going to a job fair. haha. so i didn't know what to do there! i didn't even prepare any questions ._. and when the people approached and spoke to me, i was all :| at the them orz talk about socially awkward. was feeling so small too pasalnya i didn't think i was qualified for anything there??
but turned out they do offer other things, like office jobs. my cousin did the talking for me. hahah. because i was like, ntah ah. lost berabis. when they approached me and asked if i needed help, i just went UH NO. and my cousin asked the questions for me ;_; haha now that i think of it again, it was kind of embarrassing orz bah jangantah dipikirkan lagi. after 15 minutes or more of being lost, i found out you could just fill forms and pass your cvs to the companies so i did just that .___. then my job there was done \o/ sent only five cvs to kb based companies and i'm not hoping too much but it'd be nice if i get at least one call ;__; i need a job. i need money. cause i already have plans for next year and i freaking need that money .__.
so kami keluar dari the hall around 2 something? surprised to see so many people just arriving. just glad we came early :O went to Mall to get our super late lunch (and originally wanted to see a movie but we were late so cancelled the plan). had our lunch at....hot point? eh i don't really remember the name ._. but there was a small shop nearby that sells old cameras/polaroids *__* i have to go visit that shop again \o/ well after that we went home. heh.
days were kind boring and routined and there's really nothing to blog about ._. maybe i should take more pictures next time so i can just post those on my blog.
eh entah eh, kenapa kan speaking ani. haha. i have also come to realize i'm not very confident to actually speak in English in real life O__o (when the BSP representatives approached me and talked in their super lacis English, i was like O___O i'm cry it's hurt)
ALSO I MISS MY FRIENDS ;A; October is almost over. ehhh. i hope to get a call before October ends ;____;
Labels: day out, hate my life, ramblings, random, self, ಠ_ಠ
fiction, fictionnnnnn / Wednesday, September 12, 2012 at 12:17 AM
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i have come to realize that during my 3+ years being in 2PM fandom, i have met and made quite a lot of acquaintances/friends. it's strange, to meet a group of people with the same interest as yours, how well you go along with each other, how easy it is to get attached. but it's pleasantly intriguing at most. never thought i would make so much friends from all over the world and it's nice that we share the same interests so i can talk and discuss about stuff with them. i think it's sad that none of them live in the same country as i do though. haha. and even if i met some of them from here, doubt that i can get that close with them anyway. ya know Bruneians, that's how we roll. one does not simply get along well without secretly having prejudice thoughts about each other. hihi.
i think what i'm trying to say is that, i'm just glad with having all these people around me in my life. be it far away or near, i appreciate them the same. there has to be a reason why they're in my life and whatever it is, i'll make sure to treasure each and one of them carefully. i love my family and they play an important part in my life, but i love my friends too. my friends are my strength but i'm so bad at expressing my feelings haha so i never really know how to show them this.
so anyway, i have made a lot and lot of plans *__* i'm just......not sure where to start. haha. planning is fun, but the hardest part is on how to make it happen. mmmmmmm.
i'm just glad i warned people that this was gonna be a useless post. haha. see how random and disjointed everything is. to make things more random, my skin is really bad u_u but did you know that one of the few people i made through 2PM fandom is a beauty/skin specialist? haha yeah i think i can get free advice/consultation once in a while. lalalala. actually all of my HOTTEST friends are awesome people....most of them major in medical and i'm just....HOW THA FUQ YOU GET INTO 2PM MANG. so nice though, they have money for 2PM ;__;
i wanna cut my hair.................................but at the same time i can foresee me mourning and wanting my old haircut if i do decide to get my hair cut. oh pleaseeeee. i wanna bleach and dye my hair too but i'm too much of a coward for that one. haha (i heard bleaching your hair stings le gasp i can't take pain no no)
and uhh. found like a bunch of dad's old buttons-up shirts sdhasdk gahhh *___* mix and match will be a lot more fun next time. dundundun.
Labels: friends, ramblings, random
i don't know what to blog about cause honestly my life isn't that great or exciting. but i wanna start blogging again. i really do D: don't know how many times i've said that. haha. always goes missing from blogger for a few months after that :P but hey, the thought is there. just need a little push to make myself blog more.
unfortunately, my blog will most probably be filled with useless stuff :( like me throwing tantrums at how unfair the world is XD or stuff like, when i get my new kpop albums............oh wtf i have no life ;_;
i've been doing good. still unemployed, yes yes no body wants to hire me ;_; really REALLY starting to question my purpose in life now. what do i really wanna do with my life.....yeah like the previous entries, i know what i want to do but ughhh it's like the most ridiculous thing i've ever thought of ;_; mom will not be amused.
Labels: random, thoughts
Jumping yeah jumping yeah everybody~~ / Friday, November 8, 2013 at 6:53 PM
add comment? (0) Gonna say goodbye to blogger now \o/ since all my posts are short anyway, I'll be using dayre from now onwards :) see you there, , Whoever you are. Heh.
Dayre
빠빠빠빠빠~~
Labels: goodbye, random
we only said goodbye with words, i died a hundred times. / Tuesday, October 1, 2013 at 11:13 PM
add comment? (0) rereading my old posts, i realized everything sounded so depressing. hahah. and damn, my last post was in August and now it's already October. time, please slow down a little!
blogging feels kinda useless now when there's nothing worthy to blog about?? especially when everything is so short and can be tweeted instead. haha. but tweeting about your personal life/thoughts too often is kinda attention seeking hahahakajladhad.
i wanna write more but...let's make this post less heavy/dark/depressing for once \o/
i wanna move my blog to livejournal but i don't know.
Labels: random
let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain / Saturday, March 23, 2013 at 10:25 PM
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okay honestly, randomly stumbled upon lana del rey's songs on soundcloud so i decided to check her out on youtube and god was it one of the best decisions i've made in such a long time. haha. i didn't think i would like her songs, they're actually quite bizarre. well, okay not really. but they're just so...hmm... quiet and calm but almost, ALMOST like they're silently killing you at the same time. haha does that make any sense? i don't know. maybe it doesn't. but yeah. clicked at most of her songs and i really like what i hear ;__; i think i'm in love with her album XD ah well.
heard it's earth hour today but i'm not sure O__o and there's an earth hour event to be held here in kb next week and ka umi actually invited us to join but it's $20 per registration?? i don't know if it's really worth it so i declined XD maybe next year.
wanna watch movies but hmm :(
Labels: random
distant memories.
tomorrow, will everything and everyone still be the same, or will it be another passing dream?Labels: hate my life, random, thoughts
pretend you want this, don't react / Thursday, October 18, 2012 at 11:57 AM
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this is the part where i realize it takes a whole lot of time and dedication to maintain a blog. haha. but when there's nothing worthy to be blogged about, what's the point of updating :| all the entries will be less than 1000 words anyway (not that there's a fixed word count you should meet to blog, but still)
so anyway, a few weeks ago, my cousin told me about this job fair that was going to be held at Bridex and offered to bring me there (sobsob supportive and helpful cousin. I THANK YOU DEARLY). we went on the last day i think, it was a Saturday. i tagged along with Pali to Bandar and met ka Umi at JP and the two of us went to Bridex together 8D it said the event usually starts around 2 but we went there around 1.30PM or something and when we arrived there, the place was already filled with quite a few numbers of people. but nasib jua lah ah datang awal, parking lot masih banyak kosong. HONESTLY it was my first time going to a job fair. haha. so i didn't know what to do there! i didn't even prepare any questions ._. and when the people approached and spoke to me, i was all :| at the them orz talk about socially awkward. was feeling so small too pasalnya i didn't think i was qualified for anything there??
but turned out they do offer other things, like office jobs. my cousin did the talking for me. hahah. because i was like, ntah ah. lost berabis. when they approached me and asked if i needed help, i just went UH NO. and my cousin asked the questions for me ;_; haha now that i think of it again, it was kind of embarrassing orz bah jangantah dipikirkan lagi. after 15 minutes or more of being lost, i found out you could just fill forms and pass your cvs to the companies so i did just that .___. then my job there was done \o/ sent only five cvs to kb based companies and i'm not hoping too much but it'd be nice if i get at least one call ;__; i need a job. i need money. cause i already have plans for next year and i freaking need that money .__.
so kami keluar dari the hall around 2 something? surprised to see so many people just arriving. just glad we came early :O went to Mall to get our super late lunch (and originally wanted to see a movie but we were late so cancelled the plan). had our lunch at....hot point? eh i don't really remember the name ._. but there was a small shop nearby that sells old cameras/polaroids *__* i have to go visit that shop again \o/ well after that we went home. heh.
days were kind boring and routined and there's really nothing to blog about ._. maybe i should take more pictures next time so i can just post those on my blog.
eh entah eh, kenapa kan speaking ani. haha. i have also come to realize i'm not very confident to actually speak in English in real life O__o (when the BSP representatives approached me and talked in their super lacis English, i was like O___O i'm cry it's hurt)
ALSO I MISS MY FRIENDS ;A; October is almost over. ehhh. i hope to get a call before October ends ;____;
Labels: day out, hate my life, ramblings, random, self, ಠ_ಠ
fiction, fictionnnnnn / Wednesday, September 12, 2012 at 12:17 AM
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i have come to realize that during my 3+ years being in 2PM fandom, i have met and made quite a lot of acquaintances/friends. it's strange, to meet a group of people with the same interest as yours, how well you go along with each other, how easy it is to get attached. but it's pleasantly intriguing at most. never thought i would make so much friends from all over the world and it's nice that we share the same interests so i can talk and discuss about stuff with them. i think it's sad that none of them live in the same country as i do though. haha. and even if i met some of them from here, doubt that i can get that close with them anyway. ya know Bruneians, that's how we roll. one does not simply get along well without secretly having prejudice thoughts about each other. hihi.
i think what i'm trying to say is that, i'm just glad with having all these people around me in my life. be it far away or near, i appreciate them the same. there has to be a reason why they're in my life and whatever it is, i'll make sure to treasure each and one of them carefully. i love my family and they play an important part in my life, but i love my friends too. my friends are my strength but i'm so bad at expressing my feelings haha so i never really know how to show them this.
so anyway, i have made a lot and lot of plans *__* i'm just......not sure where to start. haha. planning is fun, but the hardest part is on how to make it happen. mmmmmmm.
i'm just glad i warned people that this was gonna be a useless post. haha. see how random and disjointed everything is. to make things more random, my skin is really bad u_u but did you know that one of the few people i made through 2PM fandom is a beauty/skin specialist? haha yeah i think i can get free advice/consultation once in a while. lalalala. actually all of my HOTTEST friends are awesome people....most of them major in medical and i'm just....HOW THA FUQ YOU GET INTO 2PM MANG. so nice though, they have money for 2PM ;__;
i wanna cut my hair.................................but at the same time i can foresee me mourning and wanting my old haircut if i do decide to get my hair cut. oh pleaseeeee. i wanna bleach and dye my hair too but i'm too much of a coward for that one. haha (i heard bleaching your hair stings le gasp i can't take pain no no)
and uhh. found like a bunch of dad's old buttons-up shirts sdhasdk gahhh *___* mix and match will be a lot more fun next time. dundundun.
Labels: friends, ramblings, random
i don't know what to blog about cause honestly my life isn't that great or exciting. but i wanna start blogging again. i really do D: don't know how many times i've said that. haha. always goes missing from blogger for a few months after that :P but hey, the thought is there. just need a little push to make myself blog more.
unfortunately, my blog will most probably be filled with useless stuff :( like me throwing tantrums at how unfair the world is XD or stuff like, when i get my new kpop albums............oh wtf i have no life ;_;
i've been doing good. still unemployed, yes yes no body wants to hire me ;_; really REALLY starting to question my purpose in life now. what do i really wanna do with my life.....yeah like the previous entries, i know what i want to do but ughhh it's like the most ridiculous thing i've ever thought of ;_; mom will not be amused.
Labels: random, thoughts
