i want to be positive. really. i really do. what does it take for one to be happy? doing the things you love? being a part of something? or living up to people's expectations? haha i don't know anymore.
2012 is coming to an end real soon. it's been a pretty rough year for me and i think i'm ready to leave it all behind. hoping for a better year next year. i'm starting to feel it sinking in; all the negative thoughts and comments. i'm starting to believe it, and i really don't want that.
we're having a family gathering this 29th and 30th. i guess that's the only thing worth looking forward to. haha.
Labels: hate my life, personal, self, thoughts
